Post by shelby on Mar 8, 2014 23:07:08 GMT -6
(Sorry for the long paragraphs, I just had so much to say! When/if you guys answer, feel free to skip any questions that you don't feel comfortable answering.)
1:Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
I first watched my favorite movie, Lars and the Real Girl, my sophomore year of high school. I was with my brother, his friend, and my two best friends at the time. I remember my brother told me that I would LOVE the movie, but I told him I was going to hate it because he told me it was about a guy falling in love with a sex doll. I was so wrong though because I loved it so much and I cried. It seemed like a strange concept but aw naw. This is one movie I could watch over and over again and never get tired of it.
2:Talk about your first kiss.
I was 14 when I had my first kiss with my first "Real" boyfriend, Bryson. We were at a youth group event for his church at someone's house. All of the kids were just hanging out, laughing, having a good time. I remember saying I was cold, so he walked me over to his car to get his jacket so I could wear it. And then we walked over to a willow tree, which we thought was secretive at the time but looking back that was so obvious we went there to kiss? But we were just standing under the willow tree and he literally told me how much he liked me for 5-10 minutes and it was so sweet. And then he leaned in and my emotions were like "FDFJSDFHGDJS" because I was so scared because what if I messed up or didn't know how to kiss or something? But it honestly felt so nice and it came naturally. And then we just smiled and looked into each other eyes and kissed again and it was so cute!
3:Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.
This one is also Bryson, my first love. Every time I look back on our relationship, I get really sad because I miss how sweet he was to me. And every once in a while I wish I were dating him again, but I force myself not to because I KNOW I will get too attached and then have to leave for college and it would be a bad situation. I still have some feelings for him and they only go away when I develop other crushes. I have a very on-off "crush" on him that needs to leave. At least we can still be friends even though every time we hang out, we both want more than a friendship.
4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
I regret ever contemplating suicide. I know I couldn't control my emotions, but I wish I could have. Looking back, the thoughts that I was thinking were really scary and I can't believe I was planning on following through. So overall, I wish I would have asked for help when I needed it rather than waiting for someone to come to me and ask me if everything was alright. All of my bad thoughts could have ended much sooner than they did.
5:Talk about the best birthday you've had.
I really enjoyed my 18th birthday. It was nice because for once in my life, a LOT of people actually remembered that it was my birthday and wished me a good one. Also, I got to school and my best friend had a HUGE box filled with candy sitting in my locker. And other people kept giving me treats. Then after school, I went out to eat at my favorite restaurant with my parents and my best friend. And I got a CUTE pair of boots for a present. Then that weekend, me and three friends went ice skating and I had the time of my life!
6:Talk about the worst birthday you've had.
Probably my 16th birthday because I expected a big celebration because it was a "milestone" but I really ended up doing nothing but going out to dinner with my family. I've never really had a "bad" birthday, though. They've all been at least decent!
7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.
I have two really big insecurities. First, my appearance is what makes me most self-conscious. I get very upset about my appearance - both my body and my face. My stretch marks really bother me even though I know that they shouldn't because it is completely natural. My other insecurity leans more towards a personality trait. I always feel like I am never good enough. With friends, school, and life in general I feel like everyone around me is comparing me to other people. I feel like I will never be pretty enough, smart enough, funny enough, you get the point. I've always been this way and I try to hide it, but I always let it get to me. This is why I have pushed people away in my past because I don't feel good enough for anyone whether it's a friendship, romantic relationship, or any other type. However, lately I have been working on it and I'm starting to realize that I don't have to be "good enough" for anyone, I just have to be myself and if people can't deal with that, I need to move on.
8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
The thing I am most proud of doesn't have to do with myself, but it has to do with my dad. He is the most amazing father I could ever ask for. And it means so much to me because all through his childhood, his father abused him and he just had a terrible life in general. I'm just so proud that he turned into a loving father rather than following in his dad's footsteps.
9:Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I love love love love love my eyes! They are my favorite feature because they are so big and bright. Also, there is this tiny freckle on my stomach and I just think it is the cutest little thing. Lastly, not gonna lie, my booty is pretty poppin'. I was blessed.
10:Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.
I really haven't been in "fights", just falling-out's.
11:Talk about the best dream you've ever had.
- I'm not sure, I am terrible at remembering dreams -
12:Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.
- Same as #11 -
13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
I've never had sex and I honestly don't know what my first time will be like. It could be anything from a drunken accident to a special moment on my wedding night. I honestly haven't thought that hard about it, I'll just let it happen.
14:Talk about a vacation.
When I was 4, I went to California. Lego Land was the coolest place ever! I remember this little pizzeria and there was an italian chef made of LEGOs. The beach was amazing as well. I loved everything about California! Also, here is a funny story from that vacation...My grandma was with us and she tripped over a speed bump and my brother yelled "It's okay, her flotation devices saved her!", talking about her boobs. It's a funny story, thought I should share!
15:Talk about the time you were most content in life.
Honestly, I have been for a while now.. I would say 2013/2014 I have been VERY content. I am happy and I feel like I have life planned out for the meantime. I haven't been extremely sad for a long time. Everything is going great and I have so many opportunities coming up so soon and I am getting very excited! I'm ready to move on with life and I'm prepared for anything heading my way. Bring it on, life.
16:Talk about the best party you've ever been to.
Oh gosh....Let's just say it was a good time and leave it at that.
17:Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
Well, I would really meeting everyone on here in real life, if that counts!
18:Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
In Kindergarten, my best friend at the time had me and another girl over for a sleepover. It was time to brush our teeth and I just started crying..I said I missed my mom and had to go home..but the truth was that I forgot my tooth brush and home and didn't want my friends to know.
19:Talk about something that happened in middle school.
I had a crush on this boy, Nick, in fourth grade. He also had a really huge crush on me. However, I was too shy to talk to him so I never talked to him even when he would come over to me and say Hello. He just made me so nervous! So, he found my runescape username and added me. Everyday after school, we would spend hours and hours talking and playing the game together. He would always ask if I would talk to him at school, and I said yes but I would still never talk to him even though I said I would....and then after a while he finally asked me out over runescape. He asked "Will you go out with me?" and then sent me youtube videos to the songs "Laffy Taffy" by D4L and "Temperature by Sean Paul. The sad thing is...I thought it was romantic. But I still said no! Then he started dating my cousin the week after that.
20:Talk about something that happened in high school.
Freshman year, we had a biology teacher who seemed to love the girls in the class much more than the guys. Well, one day my friend Peter and I did a worksheet together and had the exact same answers. Peter got a C on the paper while I got an A. He confronted the teacher in front of the whole class and pretty much proved that the teacher gave all of the girls better grades.
21:Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
Okay, I have two stories! Freshman year, I was dating Bryson, right? Well, this 7th graders posted on my wall on facebook asking if I would be his girlfriend..I then had to comment saying I was already dating somebody and this Jr. Higher was just begging for me to date him and I just kept saying no and I felt terrible. Eventually, he was like "every girl I like turns me down" and the post on my wall turned into me giving him advice. The other story was my sophomore year...This boy really liked me and me and this other guy knew it..and I didn't want the guy to ask me out so me and the other guy decided we would have a fake relationship to get him to stop liking me. So the first boy asked me out and I told him I was dating the other guy when I really wasn't. I am a terrible person.
22:Talk about your worst fear.
This is a very irrational fear, I know, but I am terrified of cotton balls. The texture freaks me out, especially when they are being torn apart. Except I'm not sure if it is a "fear" or just something I am very uncomfortable with? Regardless, cotton balls are disgusting and I refuse to use them.
23:Talk about a time someone turned you down.
In 7th grade, I liked this guy named Collin. One of my best friends knew I liked him and I was going to ask him to the Saedie Hawkins dance...I told him that I liked him and he said that he liked that close friend of mine that knew I liked him. They ended up going to the dance together and then started dating. I was so upset.
24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
There's this boy in my town whose mom also had a brain aneurysm that ruptured. When he heard the news about it happening to my mom, he messaged me on Facebook telling me that he was always there to talk because he knew what I was going through. It was a nice gesture because he really was one of the only people who knew how I was feeling.
25:Talk about an ex-best friend.
Jennifer. We were inseparable for 7 years and we were super close. We did everything together and told each other everything. Our friendship first started fading whenever I made new best friends my Junior Year and started going to a bunch of parties. She started getting jealous, but I got annoyed because she was always with her boyfriend anyway so I didn't realize why she was so upset. And she started worrying about me because I was drinking so much she was honestly scared I was going to die..She begged me to stop but I didn't and that really didn't help the situation. Then my drinking problem slowed down at the end of Junior Year and we started hanging out again. But then I slowly started becoming best friends with Sydney and then Jennifer got mad at me once again. Then Jennifer started ditching me to hang out and smoke weed with all of these underclassmen and I really didn't want to get involved so I just stopped talking to her...and we both kind just dropped out of each other's lives. It really bothered me at first but ever since we stopped being friends, I got so much happier and my life is so much better. She constantly brought me down and tried to make me feel like crap so it's good that that friendship is no more.
26:Talk about things you do when you're sick.
When I'm sick, I pretty much just lay on the couch all day and sleep. If I'm awake, I eat soup & crackers and watch Netflix. Typical sick day!
27:Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body.
Most people find this really strange, but I really find muscular, male backs attractive. They just look so nice and I really can't explain why I feel this way.
28:Talk about your fetishes.
- I don't know if I have any ? -
29:Talk about what turns you on.
A lot of things turn me on but I will just list a few so I don't write a whole book: backs (like I said above), guys who are good with children, lip-biting while kissing, baseball players (+ their pants), good teeth, boys with ambitions and goals, good singing voices. I will stop here because I could go on and on!
30:Talk about what turns you off.
Turn-offs are the same deal as turn-ons: I have a bunch! A few turn-offs are mustaches (the skanky looking ones, not all mustaches) , bad teeth, rude people, and people who have no goals.
31:Talk about what you think death is like.
There are so many possibilities of what death could be like, that it's hard for me to pick just one! There could be reincarnation, being sent to heaven, or even nothingness. I like to keep my mind open about what it could be like! I would just like to think that Hell doesn't exist because it sounds terrifying.
32:Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
I remember this shed at my grandma's house. My cousin, Shane, and I called it "Shane & Shelby's Kitchen". Our grandma brought cheap food, cooking utensils, and broken appliances so we could pretend we were cooking. Every summer, we would make dishes and pretend we were chefs. Our grandma even let us paint the inside of the shed however we wanted. It was our little hangout and it was fantastic. It brings back so many memories.
33:Talk about what you do when you are sad.
When I am sad, I am silent. I am almost NEVER silent, so when I don't talk, that's when everyone knows something is wrong. Also, I tend to listen to music and shut everyone out until the sadness is gone.
34:Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
I've been pretty lucky and haven't had to go through very much physical pain. My bladder infection was the worst pain I can think of..
35:Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
I wish I could stop blurting things out. I tend to say whatever is on my mind and sometimes that gets me into trouble.
36:Talk about your guilty pleasures.
Justin Bieber, even though everyone knows that I love him. His music is just so lovely. I love that voice. ♥
37:Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
I thought I was in love with one of my ex-boyfriend's, Corey. I was dating him for a month or two and then my mom suffered from her ruptured brain aneurysm. I went to Corey for comfort during that time because I truly thought I was going to lose my mom since she was in a coma for nearly a month and the doctors told us she wouldn't make it. He was there for me and listened to me and let me cry on his shoulder. It was very nice of him and I am very thankful he did all of that...but I think when I thought I was in love with him, I was really in love with the fact that I had someone to help me through it...if that makes sense?
38:Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
- I can't think that hard at the moment -
39:Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
I wish I learned earlier in life that what other people think of you really doesn't matter. Once I realized that, I started having so much more fun and made a lot of new friends and memories. I really broke out of my shell and became outgoing once I stopped caring. I'm much more happy as well! Caring too much just constantly put a damper on my mood.
40:Talk about the end of something in your life.
The end of my depression. Thank god my guidance counselor at school realized that I wasn't okay and talked everything through with me and gave me tips on how to get myself back to a stable and healthy life. Without his help, I would have killed myself and wouldn't be here today. It was such a great relief when I finally became my happy self again. Struggling with depression was a terrible part of my life and I hope I never have to go through that again.
1:Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
I first watched my favorite movie, Lars and the Real Girl, my sophomore year of high school. I was with my brother, his friend, and my two best friends at the time. I remember my brother told me that I would LOVE the movie, but I told him I was going to hate it because he told me it was about a guy falling in love with a sex doll. I was so wrong though because I loved it so much and I cried. It seemed like a strange concept but aw naw. This is one movie I could watch over and over again and never get tired of it.
2:Talk about your first kiss.
I was 14 when I had my first kiss with my first "Real" boyfriend, Bryson. We were at a youth group event for his church at someone's house. All of the kids were just hanging out, laughing, having a good time. I remember saying I was cold, so he walked me over to his car to get his jacket so I could wear it. And then we walked over to a willow tree, which we thought was secretive at the time but looking back that was so obvious we went there to kiss? But we were just standing under the willow tree and he literally told me how much he liked me for 5-10 minutes and it was so sweet. And then he leaned in and my emotions were like "FDFJSDFHGDJS" because I was so scared because what if I messed up or didn't know how to kiss or something? But it honestly felt so nice and it came naturally. And then we just smiled and looked into each other eyes and kissed again and it was so cute!
3:Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.
This one is also Bryson, my first love. Every time I look back on our relationship, I get really sad because I miss how sweet he was to me. And every once in a while I wish I were dating him again, but I force myself not to because I KNOW I will get too attached and then have to leave for college and it would be a bad situation. I still have some feelings for him and they only go away when I develop other crushes. I have a very on-off "crush" on him that needs to leave. At least we can still be friends even though every time we hang out, we both want more than a friendship.
4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.
I regret ever contemplating suicide. I know I couldn't control my emotions, but I wish I could have. Looking back, the thoughts that I was thinking were really scary and I can't believe I was planning on following through. So overall, I wish I would have asked for help when I needed it rather than waiting for someone to come to me and ask me if everything was alright. All of my bad thoughts could have ended much sooner than they did.
5:Talk about the best birthday you've had.
I really enjoyed my 18th birthday. It was nice because for once in my life, a LOT of people actually remembered that it was my birthday and wished me a good one. Also, I got to school and my best friend had a HUGE box filled with candy sitting in my locker. And other people kept giving me treats. Then after school, I went out to eat at my favorite restaurant with my parents and my best friend. And I got a CUTE pair of boots for a present. Then that weekend, me and three friends went ice skating and I had the time of my life!
6:Talk about the worst birthday you've had.
Probably my 16th birthday because I expected a big celebration because it was a "milestone" but I really ended up doing nothing but going out to dinner with my family. I've never really had a "bad" birthday, though. They've all been at least decent!
7:Talk about your biggest insecurity.
I have two really big insecurities. First, my appearance is what makes me most self-conscious. I get very upset about my appearance - both my body and my face. My stretch marks really bother me even though I know that they shouldn't because it is completely natural. My other insecurity leans more towards a personality trait. I always feel like I am never good enough. With friends, school, and life in general I feel like everyone around me is comparing me to other people. I feel like I will never be pretty enough, smart enough, funny enough, you get the point. I've always been this way and I try to hide it, but I always let it get to me. This is why I have pushed people away in my past because I don't feel good enough for anyone whether it's a friendship, romantic relationship, or any other type. However, lately I have been working on it and I'm starting to realize that I don't have to be "good enough" for anyone, I just have to be myself and if people can't deal with that, I need to move on.
8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
The thing I am most proud of doesn't have to do with myself, but it has to do with my dad. He is the most amazing father I could ever ask for. And it means so much to me because all through his childhood, his father abused him and he just had a terrible life in general. I'm just so proud that he turned into a loving father rather than following in his dad's footsteps.
9:Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I love love love love love my eyes! They are my favorite feature because they are so big and bright. Also, there is this tiny freckle on my stomach and I just think it is the cutest little thing. Lastly, not gonna lie, my booty is pretty poppin'. I was blessed.
10:Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.
I really haven't been in "fights", just falling-out's.
11:Talk about the best dream you've ever had.
- I'm not sure, I am terrible at remembering dreams -
12:Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.
- Same as #11 -
13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
I've never had sex and I honestly don't know what my first time will be like. It could be anything from a drunken accident to a special moment on my wedding night. I honestly haven't thought that hard about it, I'll just let it happen.
14:Talk about a vacation.
When I was 4, I went to California. Lego Land was the coolest place ever! I remember this little pizzeria and there was an italian chef made of LEGOs. The beach was amazing as well. I loved everything about California! Also, here is a funny story from that vacation...My grandma was with us and she tripped over a speed bump and my brother yelled "It's okay, her flotation devices saved her!", talking about her boobs. It's a funny story, thought I should share!
15:Talk about the time you were most content in life.
Honestly, I have been for a while now.. I would say 2013/2014 I have been VERY content. I am happy and I feel like I have life planned out for the meantime. I haven't been extremely sad for a long time. Everything is going great and I have so many opportunities coming up so soon and I am getting very excited! I'm ready to move on with life and I'm prepared for anything heading my way. Bring it on, life.
16:Talk about the best party you've ever been to.
Oh gosh....Let's just say it was a good time and leave it at that.
17:Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
Well, I would really meeting everyone on here in real life, if that counts!
18:Talk about something that happened in elementary school.
In Kindergarten, my best friend at the time had me and another girl over for a sleepover. It was time to brush our teeth and I just started crying..I said I missed my mom and had to go home..but the truth was that I forgot my tooth brush and home and didn't want my friends to know.
19:Talk about something that happened in middle school.
I had a crush on this boy, Nick, in fourth grade. He also had a really huge crush on me. However, I was too shy to talk to him so I never talked to him even when he would come over to me and say Hello. He just made me so nervous! So, he found my runescape username and added me. Everyday after school, we would spend hours and hours talking and playing the game together. He would always ask if I would talk to him at school, and I said yes but I would still never talk to him even though I said I would....and then after a while he finally asked me out over runescape. He asked "Will you go out with me?" and then sent me youtube videos to the songs "Laffy Taffy" by D4L and "Temperature by Sean Paul. The sad thing is...I thought it was romantic. But I still said no! Then he started dating my cousin the week after that.
20:Talk about something that happened in high school.
Freshman year, we had a biology teacher who seemed to love the girls in the class much more than the guys. Well, one day my friend Peter and I did a worksheet together and had the exact same answers. Peter got a C on the paper while I got an A. He confronted the teacher in front of the whole class and pretty much proved that the teacher gave all of the girls better grades.
21:Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.
Okay, I have two stories! Freshman year, I was dating Bryson, right? Well, this 7th graders posted on my wall on facebook asking if I would be his girlfriend..I then had to comment saying I was already dating somebody and this Jr. Higher was just begging for me to date him and I just kept saying no and I felt terrible. Eventually, he was like "every girl I like turns me down" and the post on my wall turned into me giving him advice. The other story was my sophomore year...This boy really liked me and me and this other guy knew it..and I didn't want the guy to ask me out so me and the other guy decided we would have a fake relationship to get him to stop liking me. So the first boy asked me out and I told him I was dating the other guy when I really wasn't. I am a terrible person.
22:Talk about your worst fear.
This is a very irrational fear, I know, but I am terrified of cotton balls. The texture freaks me out, especially when they are being torn apart. Except I'm not sure if it is a "fear" or just something I am very uncomfortable with? Regardless, cotton balls are disgusting and I refuse to use them.
23:Talk about a time someone turned you down.
In 7th grade, I liked this guy named Collin. One of my best friends knew I liked him and I was going to ask him to the Saedie Hawkins dance...I told him that I liked him and he said that he liked that close friend of mine that knew I liked him. They ended up going to the dance together and then started dating. I was so upset.
24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
There's this boy in my town whose mom also had a brain aneurysm that ruptured. When he heard the news about it happening to my mom, he messaged me on Facebook telling me that he was always there to talk because he knew what I was going through. It was a nice gesture because he really was one of the only people who knew how I was feeling.
25:Talk about an ex-best friend.
Jennifer. We were inseparable for 7 years and we were super close. We did everything together and told each other everything. Our friendship first started fading whenever I made new best friends my Junior Year and started going to a bunch of parties. She started getting jealous, but I got annoyed because she was always with her boyfriend anyway so I didn't realize why she was so upset. And she started worrying about me because I was drinking so much she was honestly scared I was going to die..She begged me to stop but I didn't and that really didn't help the situation. Then my drinking problem slowed down at the end of Junior Year and we started hanging out again. But then I slowly started becoming best friends with Sydney and then Jennifer got mad at me once again. Then Jennifer started ditching me to hang out and smoke weed with all of these underclassmen and I really didn't want to get involved so I just stopped talking to her...and we both kind just dropped out of each other's lives. It really bothered me at first but ever since we stopped being friends, I got so much happier and my life is so much better. She constantly brought me down and tried to make me feel like crap so it's good that that friendship is no more.
26:Talk about things you do when you're sick.
When I'm sick, I pretty much just lay on the couch all day and sleep. If I'm awake, I eat soup & crackers and watch Netflix. Typical sick day!
27:Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body.
Most people find this really strange, but I really find muscular, male backs attractive. They just look so nice and I really can't explain why I feel this way.
28:Talk about your fetishes.
- I don't know if I have any ? -
29:Talk about what turns you on.
A lot of things turn me on but I will just list a few so I don't write a whole book: backs (like I said above), guys who are good with children, lip-biting while kissing, baseball players (+ their pants), good teeth, boys with ambitions and goals, good singing voices. I will stop here because I could go on and on!
30:Talk about what turns you off.
Turn-offs are the same deal as turn-ons: I have a bunch! A few turn-offs are mustaches (the skanky looking ones, not all mustaches) , bad teeth, rude people, and people who have no goals.
31:Talk about what you think death is like.
There are so many possibilities of what death could be like, that it's hard for me to pick just one! There could be reincarnation, being sent to heaven, or even nothingness. I like to keep my mind open about what it could be like! I would just like to think that Hell doesn't exist because it sounds terrifying.
32:Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
I remember this shed at my grandma's house. My cousin, Shane, and I called it "Shane & Shelby's Kitchen". Our grandma brought cheap food, cooking utensils, and broken appliances so we could pretend we were cooking. Every summer, we would make dishes and pretend we were chefs. Our grandma even let us paint the inside of the shed however we wanted. It was our little hangout and it was fantastic. It brings back so many memories.
33:Talk about what you do when you are sad.
When I am sad, I am silent. I am almost NEVER silent, so when I don't talk, that's when everyone knows something is wrong. Also, I tend to listen to music and shut everyone out until the sadness is gone.
34:Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
I've been pretty lucky and haven't had to go through very much physical pain. My bladder infection was the worst pain I can think of..
35:Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
I wish I could stop blurting things out. I tend to say whatever is on my mind and sometimes that gets me into trouble.
36:Talk about your guilty pleasures.
Justin Bieber, even though everyone knows that I love him. His music is just so lovely. I love that voice. ♥
37:Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.
I thought I was in love with one of my ex-boyfriend's, Corey. I was dating him for a month or two and then my mom suffered from her ruptured brain aneurysm. I went to Corey for comfort during that time because I truly thought I was going to lose my mom since she was in a coma for nearly a month and the doctors told us she wouldn't make it. He was there for me and listened to me and let me cry on his shoulder. It was very nice of him and I am very thankful he did all of that...but I think when I thought I was in love with him, I was really in love with the fact that I had someone to help me through it...if that makes sense?
38:Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
- I can't think that hard at the moment -
39:Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
I wish I learned earlier in life that what other people think of you really doesn't matter. Once I realized that, I started having so much more fun and made a lot of new friends and memories. I really broke out of my shell and became outgoing once I stopped caring. I'm much more happy as well! Caring too much just constantly put a damper on my mood.
40:Talk about the end of something in your life.
The end of my depression. Thank god my guidance counselor at school realized that I wasn't okay and talked everything through with me and gave me tips on how to get myself back to a stable and healthy life. Without his help, I would have killed myself and wouldn't be here today. It was such a great relief when I finally became my happy self again. Struggling with depression was a terrible part of my life and I hope I never have to go through that again.