Post by prouvaire on Mar 6, 2014 18:27:36 GMT -6
like I can right now because I'm wearing a sports bra that actually fits, because that's what I put on as soon as I get home
but at school I always put on a sports bra that's way too small and sometimes I wear two because it's the closest thing I'll get to a flat chest but sometimes it hurts, and sometimes it hurts a lot, especially during dance company when I'm already breathing hard but then I can hardly breathe because my chest is so tight
and I know it's unhealthy and I know this is probably going to cause so much trouble for me but it's all I can do because I can't buy an approved binder by myself and my parents would NEVER understand if I asked them to buy me one. And I'm just so sick of doing this to myself but I seriously can't help it. I just want a flat chest so bad :c
but at school I always put on a sports bra that's way too small and sometimes I wear two because it's the closest thing I'll get to a flat chest but sometimes it hurts, and sometimes it hurts a lot, especially during dance company when I'm already breathing hard but then I can hardly breathe because my chest is so tight
and I know it's unhealthy and I know this is probably going to cause so much trouble for me but it's all I can do because I can't buy an approved binder by myself and my parents would NEVER understand if I asked them to buy me one. And I'm just so sick of doing this to myself but I seriously can't help it. I just want a flat chest so bad :c