cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do

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cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 19, 2014 0:53:25 GMT -6 via mobile

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Post by zamberin on Feb 19, 2014 0:53:25 GMT -6

WARNING THIS BECOMES REALLY RANTY

oh my gosh i cant stand people sometimes my ex girlfriend messaged me about her self harming and depression and i cant stand this im trying to help but i cant deal with this anymore do you have any idea what its like to be put in this situation time after time after time and then find out ur older sister who pulls out all of her hair when shes stressed and has major depression does SHE HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT SHES PUTTING ME THROUGH WHEN I FOUND OUT MY OLDER SISTER TOOK SCISSORS TO HER LEGS AND GAUGED OUT HER FLESH

WHEN I WALKED IN ON MY LITTLE SISTER GETTING CHANGED AND SAW AN ENTIRE BODY MARKED WITH RED STRIPES AND SCARS

LIKE HOW DARE SHE PUT ME THROUGH THIS

and then i feel so guilty too because i want to help ! but everyone around me even my best friend was self harming and none of them came to me for help !!!!! but i tried so hard to help them and failed and now
now shes doing this and i cant handle it !! i learned my lesson okay

like seriously NO
I WILL NOT HAVE YOU PUT THIS ON ME

okay but i dont know how to deal with this ?? it became really ranty sorry its late

i remember when your head caught flame
it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain
you laughed "baby it's okay,
it's buzzcut season anyway."

WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI

aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 19, 2014 5:10:25 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 19, 2014 5:10:25 GMT -6 try to convince her to get professional help. She definitely shouldn't be putting this huge burden on you, it's not fair to you.
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin
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cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 19, 2014 5:53:21 GMT -6 via mobile

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Post by zamberin on Feb 19, 2014 5:53:21 GMT -6

i told her i wasnt gonna deal with it and i said that she either had to tell her mom (her mom was aware of her depression) or i was gonna tell her counselor at school

the only thing though ks it all started when i brokeup with her so ?? ugh

and like !! its not as if i dont want to help bc i do i always do !! but i cant help her without it causing ME emotional damage and i've done myself wrong so many times that sometimes i have to put myself first !! and

i remember when your head caught flame
it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain
you laughed "baby it's okay,
it's buzzcut season anyway."

WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI

aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 19, 2014 17:16:23 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 19, 2014 17:16:23 GMT -6 yeah you're really important too and she has to realize that :c
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 19, 2014 23:58:58 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 19, 2014 23:58:58 GMT -6 i just dont want to hurt her either because i'm too nice but when i turn that off i get really cold
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 19, 2014 23:59:35 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 19, 2014 23:59:35 GMT -6 theres no inbetween really so i either continue or, like, be a b*tch to her ....
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 20, 2014 4:30:30 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 20, 2014 4:30:30 GMT -6 I know, it's hard because it's human nature to want to help people, but it would be in your interest to help her seek other help besides yourself.
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 20, 2014 6:33:51 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 20, 2014 6:33:51 GMT -6 i've tried and i dont think i'll stop crying, i just hope what she wants is help
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 21, 2014 4:24:57 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 21, 2014 4:24:57 GMT -6 I know, it's hard and I'm really sorry :c just take care of yourself too, okay?
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

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cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 21, 2014 12:57:58 GMT -6 via mobile

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i will ;w; she tried coming out to her mom last night and when she failed she 'went to sleep' and ik what she did bc she says that a lot then messages me afterwards but she didnt do it last night

i remember when your head caught flame
it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain
you laughed "baby it's okay,
it's buzzcut season anyway."

WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI

aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 21, 2014 14:30:31 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 21, 2014 14:30:31 GMT -6 well, I'm glad for her c:
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 21, 2014 16:09:57 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 21, 2014 16:09:57 GMT -6 she didnt actually get to come out though, she was too afraid to. i understand that at least
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 21, 2014 17:48:41 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 21, 2014 17:48:41 GMT -6 that's okay. Maybe one day c:
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 21, 2014 21:46:04 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 21, 2014 21:46:04 GMT -6 maybe i cant see myself ever telling my family
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 22, 2014 5:14:26 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 22, 2014 5:14:26 GMT -6 that's okay. I never did either and probably never will.
	Last Edit: Feb 22, 2014 5:14:44 GMT -6 by prouvaire i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 22, 2014 15:47:56 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 22, 2014 15:47:56 GMT -6 im so weak haha like all those people who do it are so brave
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

prouvaire Moderator kakyoin didn't die for this Posts: 3,180 Gender: nb (he/ve)	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 22, 2014 20:04:23 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by prouvaire on Feb 22, 2014 20:04:23 GMT -6 :c
	i know nothing about baseball. what is the stick called. what is the ball called. how many points do you need. why do they wear red socks.

zamberin Contest winner poundpoundpound on my skull Posts: 2,572 Gender: none	cw gore not mine and theres not much sorry idk what to do Feb 22, 2014 22:20:01 GMT -6 via mobile Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by zamberin on Feb 22, 2014 22:20:01 GMT -6 Feb 22, 2014 20:04:23 GMT -6 prouvaire said: :c yeah
	i remember when your head caught flame it kissed your scalp and carressed your brain you laughed "baby it's okay, it's buzzcut season anyway." WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE A VILLAINOUS ZAMBONI aka doctor lecter hello

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