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Post by Admin on Feb 18, 2014 22:08:08 GMT -6
Pee? Step on the scale. Number 2? Step on the scale. Wake up? Step on the scale. Throw up? Step on the scale. Sick? Step on the scale.
My life is an endless array of numbers that never stop never satisfy never just be numbers. You're so pretty. You're so thin. Why are you obsessed with your weight? It's never about getting thinner that's just a side affect. It's wasting away and becoming small and fragile and weightless and having the whole wide world thinking they have to take care of you because look at you you little glass figurine you're flawless and we just can't let you break. I think I escape and then I step on the scale and it's lower numbers and a high unlike any drug and then it's higher and it's tears in the shower and hiding from the mirror.
i want to get better but i don't want to recover i'm scared of what they'll do and what i'll be they'll weigh me down so i can never float away and i'm not ready i'm not ready i'm not ready
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Post by jamie on Feb 18, 2014 23:20:46 GMT -6
tori bae i've never had an ED and i don't really understand them but i do hope you get better you are worth so much more than a number on a scale. if you were on the moon you'd weigh a lot less than you do now, if you were on jupiter you'd way more hell, if you were on a mountain you'd weigh a pound or two less than you would at sea level just looking at how these numbers fluctuate shows that they have no real value. weight measures gravity, not worth.
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Post by emilyjade on Feb 23, 2014 7:34:04 GMT -6
we love you and you don't have to feel like this <3
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