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Post by jamie on Feb 18, 2014 20:36:04 GMT -6
i thought things were getting better because even though i think of suicide i havent seriously thought about it in a while and i havent attempted it in a year but no
things arent better
im still unhappy with my life
i still hate my family
and i just want to give up but i cant
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Post by frozen on Feb 18, 2014 21:07:04 GMT -6
jamie noooo  ( we all love you too much we'd be crushed with you soon you'll graduate from a fab college and get a fab job and be able to move away from any negativity in your life and it'll just be rad i promise |
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Post by jamie on Feb 18, 2014 21:15:16 GMT -6
tbh thats my only motivation to do anything at this point :/
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Post by frozen on Feb 18, 2014 21:53:42 GMT -6
look on the bright side at least you have motivation idk omg i will walk to new york with my cat so you can cuddle himt il youre happy ahhh |
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Post by Admin on Feb 18, 2014 22:15:19 GMT -6
Selfish reasons:
You can't because I'm getting married in 2-3 years and I refuse to let anyone else call themselves my maid of honor i absolutely refuse it's you or no one and if it's not you it will be a cardboard stand in of you.
Within the next two years I want to go to new york partially because i've always wanted to but officially because you are my best friend and I want to see you.
Someday I'm going to have kids and possibly hopefully a little girl and she's going to need a fashion icon she can look up to you and that clearly won't be me.
On a less selfish note:
You can stay strong. You've made it this far.
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Someone may have just passed away but that someone wasn't you because it's not your time for a LOOOONNNGG time. I'm talking a little past your 111th birthday.
I've seen you struggle with this for so long and deal with all the stuff your family puts you through but you've always been so strong and even when you weren't that was okay because we could be strong for you.
I know it's hard. Try to find small goals that aren't so far away. "Oh man they are going to have some bomb ass pizza on Tuesday can't wait for that." or "Maybe over the summer I can take a vacation somewhere just for a little while rent a hotel room for a few days down in galveston, tx get my tan on with tori see some cowboys there are cowboys at the beach right full gear and horse and everything gettin their tan on?"
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Post by jamie on Feb 18, 2014 23:25:10 GMT -6
im actually tearing up so much you guys
i love you two so much i just
alex pls let me pet your cat and tori you better visit!! we can do touristy stuff together!!!
i really love you guys
last night i was thinking about my life and i realized just how great my support system is. even though i have a lot of problems with my family, all of my friends are there for me. i'm really grateful that i have such caring and selfless friends because i wouldn't be the person i am today if you guys werent there for me
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Post by prouvaire on Feb 21, 2014 14:31:59 GMT -6
jamie you are an amazing, intelligent, fashionable, beautiful human being with so so much potential no matter what you do, and regardless of anything going on in the present, you can be dang sure you've got a great future ahead of you.
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Post by eris on Feb 21, 2014 17:31:02 GMT -6
i can't even say anything bc everything i would have wanted to say or could have said has already been said c:
i can't imagine not having you like it's too scary and too sad and just i won't even think about it like ughkjh
seriously you have so much ahead of you right now sucks but you're doing so much for yourself and you're going to be very happy one day okay i swear :c
you have so much left to do and conquer (and so many Neighbourhood concerts to see) and just ah you're always so brave and i don't think you get told that enough but sjkhdfla :v
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Post by zamberin on Feb 21, 2014 17:35:06 GMT -6
oh my gosh okay so
i havent even know you that long but jamie i think you're one of my favorite people ! you're so nice and great and you're really fun, too.
i think you're really intelligent and bright and i feel like you will have a great career and life ahead of you. you'll mert a lot of people that will inspire you and hopefully the darkness will dissolve into nothing because you're brighter and warmer than the sun. stay strong ;u; you make people happy and you gotta believe in that (because it's very true)
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Post by superwholockismylife on Feb 22, 2014 11:40:11 GMT -6
stay strong! look for the beautiful things in life like the smell of flowers or the taste of a freshly baked cookie. keep your head up. you are a stunning, absolutely wonderful person who matters to everyone on here and don't you let anything keep you down.
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Post by emilyjade on Feb 22, 2014 11:44:47 GMT -6
iloveyouok
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( we all love you too much we'd be crushed with you
