i got myself in a pickle

this guy on tumblr and i became friends
and we talk all the time now
and we text

and we found out we only live like four hours away from each other

and i want to meet him so bad because he is so nice and cute and ajifwdhfsdkfjs

but i dont want to meet him because idk what if he's putting on an act and he is actually a creeper

but im staritng to like him i am so stupid i need to stop frick frackK



and at first iw as like what the heck what if he is a cat fish
but then i told him to do a specific pose and he did exactly what i told him so i know he is who he is in his pictures

bUT STILL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO

LIKE IF I DECIDED TO MEET HIM I WOULDNT KNOW HOW TO TELL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS I MET HIM ONLINE
BUT I WOULD HAVE TO BECAUSE I WOULD BRING SOMEONE I TRUST ALONG WITH ME JUST IN CASE HE ISNT SAFE
BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL THEM BECAUSE THEY WOULD JUDGE ME


I AM IN A PICKLE I AM MAD AT MYSELF I DIDNT THINK I WOULD GET THIS CLOSE TO THIS DUDE