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Post by superwholockismylife on Apr 19, 2014 19:44:20 GMT -6
Today was going so well but then I got home and shut happened and I'm having suicidal tendencies again and this time it's so much worse I just want all of it to end I've got the pills in front of me there's one part of me that's still fighting to stay here but I just can't anymore I'm tired of feeling this way I don't think this is a life worth living I'm sorry I never lived up to your expectations but please stop yelling at me I've tried my best
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Post by superwholockismylife on Apr 19, 2014 19:44:56 GMT -6
I'm so scared I'm so tired
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Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2014 19:53:17 GMT -6
I'm here. Let me read your post and I'll respond again. Just hold on.
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Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2014 19:55:18 GMT -6
Okay, I'm really glad you haven't done anything yet. That's good. That's really good.
I promise you, it will get better.
I know that's a stupid, cliche remark that never seems to have any real merit but IT WILL.
It could take 5 minutes, it could take 5 years, but I promise you you won't regret living through it.
Don't ever try to meet anyone's expectations, because they'll always be set higher and higher. ONLY try to make yourself happy. Others might not love it, but you should never live for them. Live for YOU.
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Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2014 19:57:24 GMT -6
If you're there, respond now please.
Otherwise I'm going to start snapchatting you.
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Post by j00ntree on Apr 19, 2014 19:58:10 GMT -6
we're here for you, jen.
i'm going to read the post before making another response.
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Post by j00ntree on Apr 19, 2014 20:07:13 GMT -6
okay.
like tori said, it sounds like a platitude, but things really will get better. however, if it ends here, then you won't get to see things improve.
we can't promise to make things better for you, but we can promise that we will help see you through things.
we will be here with you. for both your falls and your triumphs-- we're here.
i know it's easier said then done, but don't let the expectations crush you. YOUR happiness, comfort, and safety are most important here, jen. in the end, what matters most is that you are happy with yourself.
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Post by Admin on Apr 19, 2014 21:00:08 GMT -6
UPDATE: SHE'S OKAY AND SHE GOT HELP!!!
We are all so happy! We're so thankful you got help. I honestly can't tell you how worried we all were, but please don't take that in a negative light! I'll gladly worry every day until you feel properly loved here!
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Post by jamie on Apr 20, 2014 1:45:31 GMT -6
Oh my god Jen
I know that you're okay now, but if anything happens in the future feel free to message me okay. Send me a PM or a text or anything. I'll give you my number over PM if you want it. We're all here for you.
I was in the same place as you a year ago, but I got better. I was depressed and suicidal and I hated everything about my life, but after help from a lot of people I was able to get better. Even though I still struggle with some things, I'm actually happy for once. I'm happy and I'm glad that I'm alive and it's all because of the people on this forum. So trust me when I say that we're here for you, we really will be here for you. In the good times and the bad.
You can text me whenever and I'll pick up most calls, and please please please know that the next time something happens that there are people that care about you. We all want you to be safe and happy. The only expectations that you have to live up to are your own, and no matter what happens we will support you and be proud of your accomplishments.
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Post by shelby on Apr 20, 2014 6:53:07 GMT -6
OMG JEN I love you and I'm so glad you got help! <3 like everyone else said, it will get better!! I love you so much'
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Post by minigen on Apr 20, 2014 18:08:41 GMT -6
IM SORRY I WASNT HERE BUT I LOVE YOU AND I AM SO HAPPY YOU ARE OK <3 <3 <3
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Post by prouvaire on Apr 21, 2014 19:28:53 GMT -6
I am so sorry you've been feeling like this. I'm really glad you got help, as I'm sure we all are, because you're so important to us and we want you to be important to yourself, too. I hope you can continue to get better with time, and just know that we're going to be with you every step of the way!
ily okay <3
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