i think i figured out

it's really awesome that you were able to figure that out though!! because now you can have something to look at and say 'so how do i fix this?'

i feel you completely on that haha i usually won't talk to people unless they talk to me first and even if they talk to me first i'm still usually very shy and unwilling to talk because i'm afraid of annoying them or saying something stupid bah

i'm getting to the point where i don't care anymore which is good because it's getting easier to talk to Beck and other people i wanna talk to! it's hard but i've just been thinking like 'so whatever. what happens happens and atleast i tried. i don't care what they say or if they think i'm stupid. whatever'

i think it works for me ebcause i tend to think nothing of the people loolololol i'm like 'i don't care about them whatever' even if i do AHA