Post by prouvaire on Mar 26, 2014 18:55:32 GMT -6
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tomorrow is the day I find out if all my hard work and sleepless nights were worth it
and I'm so scared because I feel like I should have done more. I should have taken more AP sciences, I should have taken AP spanish, I should have studied harder for my standardized tests, I should have joined more extracurriculars, I should have skipped pre-calc and went straight into AB/BC so I could be in calc III right now, I should have studied harder for AP exams and mid-terms and during the whole freaking year of AP chem, like there's so much more I could have done, regardless of what it meant for my social life and physical/mental health
and I'm so scared because my friend who missed one question on her SAT and who is in calc III and took two AP sciences last year and is enrolled in eight AP exams this year and has as many extracurriculars as me and is pretty much going to be our valedictorian, got waitlisted at rice, and if she got waitlisted what does that mean for me?
I know I shouldn't get my hopes up but at the same time this is basically my dream ever since I was old enough to know what college even was
tomorrow is the day I find out if all my hard work and sleepless nights were worth it
and I'm so scared because I feel like I should have done more. I should have taken more AP sciences, I should have taken AP spanish, I should have studied harder for my standardized tests, I should have joined more extracurriculars, I should have skipped pre-calc and went straight into AB/BC so I could be in calc III right now, I should have studied harder for AP exams and mid-terms and during the whole freaking year of AP chem, like there's so much more I could have done, regardless of what it meant for my social life and physical/mental health
and I'm so scared because my friend who missed one question on her SAT and who is in calc III and took two AP sciences last year and is enrolled in eight AP exams this year and has as many extracurriculars as me and is pretty much going to be our valedictorian, got waitlisted at rice, and if she got waitlisted what does that mean for me?
I know I shouldn't get my hopes up but at the same time this is basically my dream ever since I was old enough to know what college even was
