Post by Admin on Mar 25, 2014 14:36:55 GMT -6
I had the most vivid dream.
Somehow I just KNEW I was pregnant. I just had this feeling and I knew there was life inside of me. So I took a pregnancy test and sure enough I was. I told my mom who was disappointed but supportive, and my dad who blew his top and wouldn't even look at me, but eventually came around, because I was still 19 still living in this place still going to college, the only difference I was pregnant.
But I was happy. I got to a point in the dream where I had the pregnant belly, and I would rub it affectionately and just loved looking at it and knowing I was creating life and I could just FEEL how much I loved it already and I still remember the feeling. It was overwhelming and more than I've ever loved anything.
And then I miscarried about half way through the pregnancy, and my dream ended right after that. I woke up crying.
I've felt messed up all day.
I know it was a dream but it felt so real I really feel like I lost it.
I've had a LOT of pregnancy and having a baby dreams before but this is the first time that in my dream I lost the baby.
Somehow I just KNEW I was pregnant. I just had this feeling and I knew there was life inside of me. So I took a pregnancy test and sure enough I was. I told my mom who was disappointed but supportive, and my dad who blew his top and wouldn't even look at me, but eventually came around, because I was still 19 still living in this place still going to college, the only difference I was pregnant.
But I was happy. I got to a point in the dream where I had the pregnant belly, and I would rub it affectionately and just loved looking at it and knowing I was creating life and I could just FEEL how much I loved it already and I still remember the feeling. It was overwhelming and more than I've ever loved anything.
And then I miscarried about half way through the pregnancy, and my dream ended right after that. I woke up crying.
I've felt messed up all day.
I know it was a dream but it felt so real I really feel like I lost it.
I've had a LOT of pregnancy and having a baby dreams before but this is the first time that in my dream I lost the baby.
