so

i always talk about how much nick hates me
but like a couple days ago his friend that usually sits with him in math came and sat by me and my other friend
and i asked him if he and nick were fighting and he was like "no but i gotta get a break from him sometimes i gotta deal with him over xbox almost every night" and i asked what he meant by that 

and he said that apparently nick is not coping well with our breakup at all
like he wouldnt tell me specifics so im not sure what he meant
and he was saying how even though nick constantly denies it to anyone who asks apparently he can tell that nick still loves me
and he thinks if i get mad at him then he'll be justified for being mad at me which is why he's such a jerk
and he's pushing all these other guys on me so i can move on so then he can move on

and i just don't get it like
if it's so obvious he still has feelings for me then why didn't he get back together with me
why is he trying to get with any girl that looks at him
why wont he talk to me like???

im trying not to get my hopes up at all cause i know we're never gonna get back together
plus this guy acts like he knows everything about relationships when he really doesn't so unless nick has said "i still love her" he might just be misreading him but
it honestly just confused me a whole lot more lmao